Hey...come on, take a breath. Niichan, it's OKAY. It's really okay, I promise.
You're allowed to have a crush. You're allowed to have things that make you feel good. And you're allowed to have feelings for more than one person, it happens. You don't have to try to talk yourself out of it.
It's okay if it scares you, too. It really is, I promise. But don't run away from it just because it scares you.
you know the only person i felt calm around was bruno but it changed after i got to know you and i feel pretty ok around mohammed too but fuck i know im overthinking it but i dont want to fuck it up and usually when i have a problem id drink about it but i havent because im trying to not do that so now im just you know sitting here agonizing texting you cool huh
I'm really proud of you for not just going looking for a drink. Every time you reach out instead of doing that, I'm so, so proud of you.
I think if he makes you happy, that's great. If being near him makes you feel good, then I think you should keep spending time with him. And...he seems like the kind of person who's easy to tell things to. Even if you didn't tell him all of it, if you just told him you were nervous because you don't want to fuck things up, I'm sure he'd understand and try to set you at ease. And that's good, right?
yeah that sounds like him i know he's reliable. and shit like that. and i think he might know i'm worried about messing things up even if i havent been totally honest with him.
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Well, I'm glad it's not urgent! I'm here, what do you need?
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but it's a problem
a feelings problem
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like some guy
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FANTASTIC
IT'S NOT A DISASTER IT'S A FANTASTER
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he's way too good for me and I have problems and I dont even think I'm over other shit anyway
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2) He probably has problems, too, I'm sure he's not perfect.
3) Okay I'll concede this one is a little bit bad but still, a crush isn't really hurting anything.
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fuck i havent even told him
i don't even know if im over bruno
no probably not
fuck this is bad
i need to get over this
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You're allowed to have a crush. You're allowed to have things that make you feel good. And you're allowed to have feelings for more than one person, it happens. You don't have to try to talk yourself out of it.
It's okay if it scares you, too. It really is, I promise. But don't run away from it just because it scares you.
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dracula-san?
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nah
i like vlad. but i don't think we'd work out
you know him being dracula aside
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...Actually, I think he's great for you...I mean, wow, he's REALLY a good match!
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and
you know the only person i felt calm around was bruno
but it changed after i got to know you
and i feel pretty ok around mohammed too
but fuck
i know im overthinking it
but i dont want to fuck it up
and usually when i have a problem id drink about it
but i havent because im trying to not do that
so now im just
you know
sitting here agonizing texting you
cool huh
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I think if he makes you happy, that's great. If being near him makes you feel good, then I think you should keep spending time with him. And...he seems like the kind of person who's easy to tell things to. Even if you didn't tell him all of it, if you just told him you were nervous because you don't want to fuck things up, I'm sure he'd understand and try to set you at ease. And that's good, right?
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that sounds like him
i know he's reliable. and shit like that.
and i think he might know i'm worried about messing things up even if i havent been totally honest with him.
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