You're afraid of liking Avdol because you don't trust yourself not to screw it up.
I think...if you told him that. Just that. I think he would probably understand, and he wouldn't pity you. I think he would get it.
I'm not saying you should, I mean. I'm just saying...if someone told me that, I wouldn't pity them. I would want them to feel like they could trust me. I would try to help them. I think Avdol would, too.
He's a pretty good Stand, isn't he? He's being such a good boy lately, too. He's sharing his house with some...visitors...and he's managing to be so well-behaved even though he probably doesn't like sharing too much.
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guess you have a point
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I think...if you told him that. Just that. I think he would probably understand, and he wouldn't pity you. I think he would get it.
I'm not saying you should, I mean. I'm just saying...if someone told me that, I wouldn't pity them. I would want them to feel like they could trust me. I would try to help them. I think Avdol would, too.
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but i know you're right
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I'll keep being strong for you, Niichan. Okay? I promise. I'll be that for you, as long as you need me to.
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i wish i could do better for you
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Remember the other day, when I was up at the school playing the violin and I got upset?
You were the only one who figured out I was upset. You just knew.
You do just fine for me.
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ok
if you're sure.
i care about you a lot. so i want to be good to you.
especially since you deserve it.
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You called him your boyfriend. I think that's the first time you said that to me, too.
Call me sorellina, it makes me smile.
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but it was more than that
and that's how bad i fucked up
im glad you like it
niichan is too cute for me but it's fine from you
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There's a couple different ways of saying it, you know. I just picked the cutest one because I'M cute, so I get to say things cute ways.
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it's true you're pretty damned cute
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Are you feeling at least a little better now?
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i thought your stand was arnold
yeah. still kind of shitty but better.
thank you sorellina
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Maybe now you can DRINK LESS TEA, Mr. Racehorse!
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no promises on that front
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And they're, um, cats.
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They were in a box behind a dumpster and I heard them meowing while I was walking home from math class. Josuke helped me rescue them.
ATT: box.jpg
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they're so cute
[and that's some points to josuke he supposes!!]
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Do you want to borrow a cat. Even just overnight? You could cuddle them.
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sorry not sorry narancia my house my rules cats allowed
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...I think it's a he, anyway. I didn't really check.
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hey
thanks
honestly shit like this is a good distraction
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