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Reimi Sugimoto ⬤ JJBA: Diamond Is Unbreakable
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[doreimi]

YOU'VE GOT A CRUSH ON A GUY?????!

[teaserving]

REIMI PLEASE THIS IS A FUCKING DISASTER

[doreimi]

NO IT'S NOT IT'S GREAT

FANTASTIC

IT'S NOT A DISASTER IT'S A FANTASTER

[teaserving]

NO ITS SO FUCKIN BAD
he's way too good for me and I have problems and I dont even think I'm over other shit anyway

[doreimi]

1) Feelings aren't about who's "too good" or not, if you like each other then you're just right, and forget anybody who says different.

2) He probably has problems, too, I'm sure he's not perfect.

3) Okay I'll concede this one is a little bit bad but still, a crush isn't really hurting anything.

[teaserving]

im sure he couldnt have fucked up as badly as me
fuck i havent even told him

i don't even know if im over bruno
no probably not
fuck this is bad
i need to get over this

[doreimi]

Hey...come on, take a breath. Niichan, it's OKAY. It's really okay, I promise.

You're allowed to have a crush. You're allowed to have things that make you feel good. And you're allowed to have feelings for more than one person, it happens. You don't have to try to talk yourself out of it.

It's okay if it scares you, too. It really is, I promise. But don't run away from it just because it scares you.

[teaserving]

i dont want to mess this up

[doreimi]

Can you tell me about him? The things you like about him. Can we start with that?

[teaserving]

oh you absolutely already know him

[doreimi]

uh

dracula-san?

[teaserving]

oh
nah
i like vlad. but i don't think we'd work out
you know him being dracula aside

[doreimi]

Who, then? I'm trying to think of who we both know...and most of them are way too young for you...

[teaserving]

mohammed avdol

[doreimi]

OH! The fortune teller! He's really nice...and now that I think about it, pretty handsome, too!

...Actually, I think he's great for you...I mean, wow, he's REALLY a good match!

[teaserving]

he's really nice. and funny
and

you know the only person i felt calm around was bruno
but it changed after i got to know you
and i feel pretty ok around mohammed too
but fuck
i know im overthinking it
but i dont want to fuck it up
and usually when i have a problem id drink about it
but i havent because im trying to not do that
so now im just
you know
sitting here agonizing texting you
cool huh

[doreimi]

I'm really proud of you for not just going looking for a drink. Every time you reach out instead of doing that, I'm so, so proud of you.

I think if he makes you happy, that's great. If being near him makes you feel good, then I think you should keep spending time with him. And...he seems like the kind of person who's easy to tell things to. Even if you didn't tell him all of it, if you just told him you were nervous because you don't want to fuck things up, I'm sure he'd understand and try to set you at ease. And that's good, right?

1/2

[teaserving]

ive been drinking so much fucking tea and pissing like a horse

[teaserving]

yeah
that sounds like him
i know he's reliable. and shit like that.
and i think he might know i'm worried about messing things up even if i havent been totally honest with him.

1/2

[doreimi]

GROSS

[doreimi]

Tell me the part that scares you. Just to me. Just say it out loud just once. That "worst thing that could happen" that you keep imagining. What is it?

[teaserving]

the worst thing that could happen
is that i drive him off with how shitty i am
or make him look at me differently. maybe with pity. not the way he does right now.
but i also could never blame him if he did that

[doreimi]

Because you like him, and you want him to like you. And moreover, you don't want him to NOT like you.

What part do you think is going to drive him away?

[teaserving]

fuck you mean besides the whole part about me sabotaging not just my fucking career but getting my partner AND boyfriend killed?
because that's a pretty big deal

[doreimi]

Don't be mean. I'm just trying to help.

...and anyway, it didn't drive me away.