It's not like it's a competition. I'm saying I understand your feelings, not that mine are more important than yours.
But you know...this place, it's not really like home, is it? I mean, where there were rules about how things worked. You go to school and graduate and have a boyfriend or a girlfriend, you get married and have a house and kids and a job...that's not how any of this works. I kissed both of you because I wanted to, and because you wanted me to do it, too. In a place like this...I think that's enough.
yeah i figured you guys were he’s always meant a lot to you so i get it
you know it’s stupid but i thought coming here after all the shit we went through back home that this was a second chance or something that maybe i could just have life again without everything getting too complicated
I think you can. Just have a life, I mean. But...I also think that it's not something that's just handed to you, either.
Back when I first got here, I sat still for a long time, thinking, "What's the point? This isn't real, and the next time I blink I'll be back home and bound for Heaven. Why should I bother living? My life stopped sixteen years ago."
You and the others were the ones who shook me out of that. You're the ones who made me believe I should try. So...I don't think it's stupid, to feel that way. But that's why I think you should try, too.
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But you know...this place, it's not really like home, is it? I mean, where there were rules about how things worked. You go to school and graduate and have a boyfriend or a girlfriend, you get married and have a house and kids and a job...that's not how any of this works. I kissed both of you because I wanted to, and because you wanted me to do it, too. In a place like this...I think that's enough.
But yeah. We're together together.
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he’s always meant a lot to you
so i get it
you know
it’s stupid but i thought coming here
after all the shit we went through back home
that this was a second chance or something
that maybe i could just have life again
without everything getting too complicated
i really don’t know what i was thinking
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Back when I first got here, I sat still for a long time, thinking, "What's the point? This isn't real, and the next time I blink I'll be back home and bound for Heaven. Why should I bother living? My life stopped sixteen years ago."
You and the others were the ones who shook me out of that. You're the ones who made me believe I should try. So...I don't think it's stupid, to feel that way. But that's why I think you should try, too.
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even if i was pretty lame about that other stuff
thanks, seriously