[ It's almost like, he doesn't fully realize the impact his words have like that. He just says the most honest thing he can think of. It's why it was so easy to say. ]
Yeah.
Well, we're here. You should do what you want to do.
[ "Since you're alive" he almost includes. But he doesn't. ]
It seems like it should be so easy, figuring out what to do with myself. It's not like I don't think I could! Or like I don't think people would support me, it's not that, either. But it's actually really hard...a lot harder than I thought it would be.
It almost feels like nothing fits right. Rohan the famous mangaka, that fits you perfectly, without a doubt. Or Tonio the master chef, that fits him just right.
But then when I try, Reimi the teacher or Reimi the dancer or Reimi the famous superstar model...none of them feel like me. The only one that sticks is Reimi the ghost. Or Reimi, Rohan's old babysitter, but you know what I mean.
But I'm going to keep trying anyway. And even if I never find it, what I was supposed to have been, then at least I'll know I tried. ...Right?
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Yeah.
Well, we're here. You should do what you want to do.
[ "Since you're alive" he almost includes. But he doesn't. ]
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It seems like it should be so easy, figuring out what to do with myself. It's not like I don't think I could! Or like I don't think people would support me, it's not that, either. But it's actually really hard...a lot harder than I thought it would be.
It almost feels like nothing fits right. Rohan the famous mangaka, that fits you perfectly, without a doubt. Or Tonio the master chef, that fits him just right.
But then when I try, Reimi the teacher or Reimi the dancer or Reimi the famous superstar model...none of them feel like me. The only one that sticks is Reimi the ghost. Or Reimi, Rohan's old babysitter, but you know what I mean.
But I'm going to keep trying anyway. And even if I never find it, what I was supposed to have been, then at least I'll know I tried. ...Right?
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Try anything, try everything. You have all the time you could want here.
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I'll keep on making you proud, though, don't worry!
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